I know how hatred can feel like a weight on your chest, yes. You don't want to release it, because you feel justified in having it, but yet...after a while, you see that you're doing nothing but wearing yourself down.
I've always been the sort who turns hatred into something productive; I use it to fuel myself. But the hatred I am speaking of was aimed toward myself, and even in the events where others wronged me...I imagine your case is somewhat more difficult, particularly when there's really nothing you can do to change the cause of it.
If you hate me, Ishimaru-kun, I cannot blame you for it. But I do not think that, in the long run, it will do you any good.
I'm not asking you to forgive me, and I don't expect you to. What I believe, however, is that you're never going to be able to move on if you allow me to have such an effect upon you.
I'm a lost cause, but you still might be able to make something of yourself here, you know.
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I've always been the sort who turns hatred into something productive; I use it to fuel myself. But the hatred I am speaking of was aimed toward myself, and even in the events where others wronged me...I imagine your case is somewhat more difficult, particularly when there's really nothing you can do to change the cause of it.
If you hate me, Ishimaru-kun, I cannot blame you for it. But I do not think that, in the long run, it will do you any good.
I'm not asking you to forgive me, and I don't expect you to. What I believe, however, is that you're never going to be able to move on if you allow me to have such an effect upon you.
I'm a lost cause, but you still might be able to make something of yourself here, you know.