[He used to see it as only delaying the inevitable. He was so scared of returning home that he couldn't focus on anything here. He was mad so often and when he wasn't mad, he was horribly depressed. It was a really bad time, but eventually something changed. He's not sure he can point to one specific thing happening, but things started to get better. He's doing well now, so of course he can look at this as a positive experience.]
...Well, even if I can't understand, maybe someone else will. Personally, I found it was better to actually talk this shit out.
[He pauses for a moment, then rubs the back of his head.]
I mean, even this conversation's helped, so... But I dunno, it might just be my way of doing things.
[Celes' words don't bother him any because he's never understood her. He's not expecting miracles here.]
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[He used to see it as only delaying the inevitable. He was so scared of returning home that he couldn't focus on anything here. He was mad so often and when he wasn't mad, he was horribly depressed. It was a really bad time, but eventually something changed. He's not sure he can point to one specific thing happening, but things started to get better. He's doing well now, so of course he can look at this as a positive experience.]
...Well, even if I can't understand, maybe someone else will. Personally, I found it was better to actually talk this shit out.
[He pauses for a moment, then rubs the back of his head.]
I mean, even this conversation's helped, so... But I dunno, it might just be my way of doing things.
[Celes' words don't bother him any because he's never understood her. He's not expecting miracles here.]